"Nobody will pity you when you've hurt or being insult but it's those patt on the shoulder abd words of encouragement that bring us all along. And lastly, thanks for the help." Science suck like hell. Or rather I suck in science(practical) I don't hate science. I don't hate Mr Singgam. I hate myself instead. I hate everything I do. But it's notmy fault. It's not my fault not to know how to so. It's not my fault not to look at my partner's work. Bcos people tend to cover their work or they are doing other question. It's not my fault to work alone or work ina cubical(?) I don't wnant to. There's alot of things that I don't want it to happeb yet it happend without any controlling/warnings. That is life, the unfairness of life. Nobody could change the fact. if I could, I will. I don't seems to cherish the last 2days of school. Schedule during holidays were full, not for relax. But for work. I always got things wrong(mainly practicals). I hate myself for that again. one more mark deducted for me and my personality. Boo ): Imagine being left out, being alone. being so many things. Imagine struggling. Imagine having harsh comments. Imagine. Then you will imagine me, Joey Lim. Lastly, thanks to those who helped me. you're appreciated. We tend to do certain things. They call it the 3treasures. We will "lose" then we "regret" and finally. We "cherish". It's found in the show my mom is watching. I find it meaningful. Today's quote is nto rly good. I thought it myself after science. I know mr Singgam don't mean to be harsh. he wants to help me to learn by telling me where I'm wrong. But not helping. I hate myself bcos of him too. i saw how irriated he got when he was looking what was I doing. But it was helpless. Cos I just can't get it right :/ That's life, i supposed. I just have to buck up and read more about it. I felt uselss. There's no way to think positive if you were in my shoes. At least, I'll strive and make it through. I believe that I can do it. I want to do it and I need to do it.

CIT today, have fun. or at least. I try to make it look like fun. I make a fool out of myself by being hyper for nothing. Got back the photos for CSP. Memories flow back. Chat with Ashraf about his life and mine. Had the same problems. Talk here an dthere. But kept the coversation short. Ashraf went to check certain things. And more truth came out :/ So let it be the past :DD Okay. Going-home trip with LauJiaqi was fun. As usual :] so tmr is streaming exercise. Jiayou!