Today in school was quite okay. I stoned too much, which affects my thinking. Chinese was bad, I forgot to add on the serial number thing. Guess they will minus marks or something. Poa test did not go that successful too, I was stuck at the trial balance ; additional information. Hopefully I could get it right. Other than that, I was stoning and thinking of lots of things. I just finished writing my mail, which relieves me quite alot. from what I wanna say & what i wanna express. I'm bad in that at times.

Through recalling and reflecting, I understand myself more and found out my weakness. Anyway, had 2.4km run today. I managed to run constantly ; clap clap! Haha. School are rather busy this few days, emotions are getting messy. I got to stnad strong and clarify all this at once. I must control my feelings and not my feelings controlling me.

I went home early today, to sort out my feelings. On the way back, I stoned again. I reached home, had a conversation with my mum again. After what happened, I really want her to have the best mother's day celebration:D Guitar practices on my own is going to resume. I am going to be devoted to my community, my relationsips, my friends. I am going to understand and have a clearer view on what I really want & not what others wnat. I would not wish for any fairytale when I have you.

I've leanrt one more thing too. Being honest to everyone you meet with, that would not have cause any misunderstanding:) Well, my mum is playing majong in our house again. Recently, I've been having headaches. Hopefully it will fade away. I guess I will stop here and continue some other day. Take care.