hi all.
i am back once againnnnnnnn.
past few days had been a total :///////

M.A.D CAMP
it was pretty tiring, but at least we completed most of the things :]
going back on tuesday again, to complete EVERYTHING.
hopefully can do it :)

eating?
ate too much.
i almost drink finish that whole pot of maggie soup.
val and clinton was like @_@
wanted to pass it out in the toilet.
but end up vomitiing some soups out.
wanted to force the vomit out, but failed.
and made jingwen and myself laugh like crazy,
as she taught me how to vomit :p :p

UNCLE JOHNNNNNNNN
he's finally back home.
back to my home.
my mum says that she's gonna cook for him everyday.
till the second MAJOR operation.
he just had his minor operation.
now waiting for results.
so while waiting,
we want him back.
had a talk with him todayyyyyyy.
it was :(
i asked him how was he.
he said no good.
he said.
he felt WEAK.
he doubt if he could survive the 2nd major operation.
he also said.
doctor told him that the 2nd one is super duper duper dangerousss.
i got to be strong infront of him.
so i smiled and said.
it's okay laaaaaaahh.
you still got to compete with me leh.
shitting.
or else. i won't let you shit first hor.

days and days. i've been thinking.
why. how. what.
i just can't think of anything.
i went for the camp.
i do all sorts of stupid things.
in the night, i lie down at the table.
thinking. what has happen. where is myself?
i wanna laugh deep from my heart so badly.
but i know i'm faking.
well, i'm gonna find back that me again :)


due to this. i get irritated easily.
i tend to speak loudly to my mum.
i finds that she's so..
but at the end of the day.
i know.
it's me.
because i changed.

i need to talkk to someone badly.
i dreamt of you.
and it never fade away.

CHOICES.

i got to make the right one.

God, you're good.
and i'll remember that.