14th DEC

pain and happiness.

the times i sepnt with him, i feel his pain. but i don't experirence his pain. ppl come and visit him. to think that he is fine, but he is not. each day, he is getting worst. each day. he feels that he is weaker. each day just pass. his leg getting more and mroe swollen. his heartbeat, getting quicker and quicker. nobody knows, when is it going to stop. nobody wants to know. when they found out, tht money don't go to them, they stop coming. they stop caring. is this life supposed to be? is this how ppl react. i hope not. because in the kingdom of god, it will never happen. am i still fighting or giving up.

thanks to aaron for repairing my computer C:


more updates later! or rather tmrw. :p